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1:10 PM 5/16/00

incredible drive, saw dennis and his mom, ate, boulder rocks, drank coffee and kicked it, sushi at the fox theatre, kid koala and amon tobin were amazing (but talked shit to a dj's best friend...), boulder international hostel, drove from boulder to san francisco in 16 hours, wishing i could have done it during the day.

since i've been here, i guess day 3 now, i haven't really done much of anything, and have been trying to get my mental situation straight (what's new?). at times it feels very peaceful, at other times, i'm very afraid. the void (that is my life)'s meaning changes from hour to hour...
yeah, i'm pretty confused. this move and this attitude have stripped me of motivations and patterns i've always had, but since i've been here, my level of faith has dropped and i'm thinking that even though i was caried out here quickly and easily, things are going to stop being good. another test? maybe.

trippin' sucks.

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