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1-9-00

oh the women. i'm listening to emperor tomato ketchup, thinking of d- she's never too far away. spoke to daria for quite a while this evening, about lonely fucked-upedness. poor girl. we are so much alike. there seems to be a certain group of people (really very smart and cool people) who know what they need, but are forever holding out for something thereby missing out on so much. i'm one of these i'm afraid. after speaking to daria though, i feel less alone and aimless, and feel that much better about her as a person. pain is the touchstone of growth. this too shall pass. all that shit.
i've been checking out richard's source code, and i think this fulfilled curiosity helps as well. it gets me out of myself for a minute.

two 'friends' were supposed to stop by tonight. niether came, and its ok.

by the way, updates in aural, and a little something for in the head is in the works. stay tuned!